Amazima

http://kissesfromkatie.blogspot.com/

The feeling I get, the emotions I feel every single time I read and reread her blog, the purpose that is obvious in Katie's life...I crave this, more of this. Can I have this in my life right here and right now? There is a lot going on, there is joy and sadness, frustration and conflict, peace and confusion all around. Am I so consumed by myself and oblivious that I am missing on the opportunities of service and grace and fullfillment around me? Or am I being called somewhere else...maybe not so much right now but in the future?
I believe it takes discipline to focus, to not be self-centered. It is not our nature to seek for others but to seek for ourselves. I want a full life. Not in money or a big house or whatever but in my heart. I think I have only been looking at life through a peephole. So I'm not sure what the plan is but over the next few days/weeks I am going to figure out how to have and keep the bigger picture as my view.